Loosing my Mind / Meinen Verstand Verlieren / Perdendo minha Mente / Perdiendo mi Cabeza

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I close my eyes and search for your face in my memory. I can not lie to myself and convince my heart that I am done with you. I can not find any excuse to hate you. I can not pretend you are no longer important to me.

If I am being honest, I am searching for you in every people who show interest in me. I make myself believe that I can replace you with anyone of them.

But maybe I am wrong. There is no one who can take your place in my heart. You are the only one I think about when I am alone. You are the only one I want to be by my side. My life is never the same without you.

And I keep thinking how everything is so much better when I am with you. I know you are there to protect me. You are always there when I need you. You are always there to rescue me when I am scared.

I keep telling myself that time is going to help me erase the memory of you. But I am not sure if I want that to happen. I am not sure if I want to arrive in the future still lying to myself that I no longer care for you.

I am not sure if I want to ever stop loving you. I can not stop thinking about you. I can not shrug off the realization that maybe I do not want to let go of you. Maybe I do not want to forget you. Maybe I still want to be with you. Maybe I am losing my mind.

The sun comes up
I think about you

The coffee cup
I think about you

I want you so
It’s like i’m losing my mind.
The morning ends
I think about you

I talk to friends
I think about you

And do they know ? it’s like i’m losing my mind.

All afternoon
Doing every little chore

The thought of you stays bright.
Sometimes i stand in the middle of the floor

Not going left
Not going right.

I dim the lights and think about you

Spend sleepless nights to think about you.
You said you loved me
Or were you just being kind ?
Or am i losing
Losing my mind ?

All afternoon
Doing every little chore

The thought of you stays bright.
Sometimes i stand in the middle of the floor

Not going left
Not going right.

Or am i losing my mind ?
You said you loved me
Or were you just being kind ?
Or am i losing my mind ?
Or were you just being kind ?
Or am i losing my mind ?
Losing my mind
Losing my mind
Losing my mind.

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