I move about this World searching for everything and nothing in particular. I have nowhere I have to be except for right here. I long to be exactly right here. Everywhere and nowhere. An adventurer, constantly on the move. Trying to find a part of myself that I feel I need to discover.
Inner peace, purpose or fulfilment. I do not know what I am searching for. A sacred Nirvana that lies just over the next horizon. A transcendent state in which there is neither suffering, desire, nor sense of Self. I suppose I will just continue moving forward in case I stumble across it.
I can not settle down. Choosing just one place to call home. Being locked into endless employment to support a living that is unsustainable. Existing, rather than living. I have made a choice on how to lead my life when I was five years old. I looked at the globe seeing only opportunities, instead of dreaming.
This mindset has been embedded in me since I was five years old through all kinds of different means, and I am truly thankful for it. It has been a conscious decision to make everyday of my life an adventure. To make it as thrilling, rewarding and monumental as humanly possible.
Each and every one is on their own journey and I commend them for this. We may share conversations on topics of life, Love and values, striving to learn from each other. Whether we understand the path the other is on is irrelevant. There is no direction that is right or wrong.
Life will keep moving on, and I will move on with it. I refuse to let it pass me by. I will chase it through as many unfamiliar situations as my current mindset will allow. Maybe one day I will find Nirvana, or perhaps I have already found it.