This is your life. No one is forcing you to do anything that you do not want to do. No one is forcing you to live a lie. No one is making you go and do a job that you do not want to do. You have the choice to live life on your own terms.
You seem to forget that you have a choice in how you want to live your life. You resign to living a life you do not want to live and spend the rest of your days complaining about your situation and all your money problems.
If you think your life is about Doingness, you do not understand what you are about. Your soul does not care what you do for a living and when your life is over, neither will you. Your soul cares only about what you are Being while you are doing whatever you are doing. It is a state of Beingness the soul is after, not a state of Doingness. – Neale Walsch
You can make your dreams a reality. You can live a prosperous life. You can make a difference. You can choose to be a leader. You can inspire millions. You can do anything. You can be anything. You can achieve anything. You can do this.
Your life is your making. God does not interfere with it. – Sadhguru.
It is important that you use your life to the fullest, in every possible way. This is such a brief life. Either you must do something for your inner wellbeing, or you must be doing something that is useful for people around you.
Do not sit around thinking about what to do and what to avoid. If you shift from unwillingness to willingness, from inertia to effervescence, your life will become joyful; your journey will become effortless. And when it is time to die and you look back, you will see you have lived a spectacular life.